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So Sick
When the Devil Cries
Lies of the Shadows
Sylvannius
Hurt Aside
Twisted Fate
Transparent
Far From a Fairytale
Becoming Distant
Solitude at Midnight
All in My Mind
Moonlight Serenade
Opened Eyes
Sadistic Succubus
Break Away
One More Time

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So Sick
Like an angel
Carried down by blackened wings
You've come to save me
Tell me the things i need to hear
Sing me your song of lust and fear
Make me feel your grace
Fallen to my knees (i'm yours)
You dont need to say anymore

Cold and grey
My eyes tell our story
You had me, you loved me
And now you've forgot me
Like the rains down from heaven
I cried, I cried
Not for you (because of you)

Just forget the lies you told me
Use me with your hurt
I wont mind (it's fine)
But now im ripping this machine apart
I'm taking everything
I'm leaving nothing behind
Now i made myself anew
Trying to forget you

Cold and grey
My eyes tell our story
You had me, you loved me
And now you've forgot me
Like the rains down from heaven
I cried, I cried
Not for you (because of you)

Buried
Somewhere inside i always knew
You never had me, you never loved me
And now you can never forget me
God it feels so good to be alone its just so sick
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When the Devil Cries
Even though the nightmare
is gone and dead
You can never rest your head
And every single dream you see
Can never be reality

You know you’d give it all
Just to break your fall

Because when the devil cries
An angel dies
Forever stops
And Heaven drops

You tried to leave it all behind you
Even though you always knew
The twisted fantasies and violent lies
Can still be heard in distant cries

Now you’ve sold it all
And you will never fall

But when the devil cries
An angel dies
Forever stops
And Heaven drops

And no one can ever save you
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Lies of the Shadows
There is no light at the end of this tunnel
But there is always
Pleasure for you in my pain
The guilt is always there
When the night has consumed you

When everything is gone
And nothing is left to buy
Will you see the sun
Or just run and hide?

So hold on
To those secrets
Until they come for you

They say the truth
It will set you free

But you just let it be
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Sylvannius
Maybe you just don't know how to show it
But I know that you feel it
There are so many expectations
And I'm falling further with each one I can't meet

You say your there for me
But I hear it differently
You think you care for me
But I see it differently
You say you feel for me
But I feel it differently

I don't want to go through this again
And you could never understand
This is the end of my world
And I don't want to make it through

It's almost over
And it will be done
Change is always better
When all is said and done
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Hurt Aside
You're nothing like it used to be
You lost yourself to their life
You're tricked and treated wrong
The sure path is now untitled
Who do you believe
When you can't even trust me?

Filtering back to the confort zone
Can't break away from what you had
From what hurt so bad but worked so good
Another try to change it all
To get you out of the blue
But now your lost in the black

Place it all aside of you
Now blinded by the promises
Ignore the things you know are there
It looks and feels like gold
It's just decieving you
And now the deciever is you
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Twisted Fate
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
This is what they tell me
With time passing by
And everyday that you’re away
I can’t believe I can live without you
I don’t want to live without you

Misery loves company
This is what they tell me
You left me here all alone
Won’t you come back for me
So I won’t find company with another
I don’t want to find company with another

The skies are clouded like my thoughts
Now my dreams are vacant and
I keep listening to what they tell me
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Transparent
So strong you've tried to stay
But the defeat in your voice betrays the thought
Through your eyes i see the decay
Now you can't help but rot
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Far From a Fairytale
One upon a time
They found eachother
And took the road to misery
In the forest of hate
They lost their way
Can't go back (it's too late)
Finding comfort in other places
They never tried to mend the broken pieces
The puzzle still left scattered

Don't want to be broken inside
Move towards the light
Just don't look back
Everything will be alright

Keep on searching
But the shoe never fits
Can't help thinking about
What could have been
Now time is fading
Eternal sleep is waiting

Looking back on memories past
You wish you had a second chance
But they can't erase what's written now

Don't want to be broken inside
(So they tell themselves)
Move towards the light
Just don't look back
Everything is going to be alright

But we already know
They never lived happily ever after.
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Becoming Distant
Are you forgetting who i am?
I will not judge you
You don't need to put up a front
I know what you really are

Two faced and weak
crying inside
I see right through you
when i look in your eyes

The trust isn't quite there
I reach out to meet you
but its more than I can bare
Onto the other side
You're leaving me behind

Two faced and weak
crying inside
I see right through you
when i look in your eyes

Why do you feel you always have to hide?
Is it worth all those times you've cried?
It can't be, I've tried

I don't want to say goodbye
to the person i once knew
But time has passed
and things have changed
Now its time to close the book
and move on with life

Two faced and weak
crying inside
I see right through you
when i look in your eyes

I know now there is nothing i can do
to stop you from becoming distant
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Solitude at Midnight
Thrust into the darkness
Where i will dwell
Until i find a light inside
To guide my way

Fighting still to see your stars
Black and blue i'll stay for you
Still holding on
Not for this night

I hear your whispers
On the wind
I turn to find you
Just as lost as i am

Alone i'll stay until
I find my way
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All in My Mind
You found me there
Lost in my own mind
Abandoned reason
Living for trust that i can't find

i won't stop you from trying
cuz i love you
and i mean that
in the very worst way

You are a piece of me
that i can never forget
and i've tried
but i just can't let you go

i've told myself for the last time
that i love you
because i hate you
and i try to mean that
in the very best way

now you wont understand
even if you try
so please dont try

you keep saying goodbye
but you never leave
now i want to die
and be reborn again
in this body i am in
but if you kill me now
we will never end
so walk away and
i will keep you safe inside my mind
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Moonlight Serenade
I hear it in the howling winds
Of the midnite hours
im forever friends with
oh it calls to me
to leave this place i've known too well
I want nothing more than to stay
though i know its too late
my time alive here is at its end
now i move with the storms
Far off in the distance you can find me
waiting for that hour again
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Opened Eyes
I turned my back on the reason i lived
to find a new hope in your eyes
but you always forget the things you do not see
to chase whats right in front of you
blind to what you've had
you have made it all ruins

i should have seen your dark sercrets
clear as day if only my eyes were open

how i felt so needed in your arms
the illusions have all but disappeared
hope is no more and the end is upon us
the "us" you swore would never die
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Sadistic Succubus
So addicted to your pain
like the blood of my victims
Stealing you from the inside out

You think you love me
I think I hate you
But I need you
To hurt you

I just can't quit
when you come crying back
for me
I can't deny
that I dont mind it

How many times can I break you
before you need it all to stop
When can enough be enough?

But I'll keep taking until
there is nothing left
and leave you drained
and lying dead
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Break Away
The day you let me down
my light disappeared
and it hurt me beyond understanding
That day i wanted to escape
but i couldn't leave
you had me trapt by mistake

your only feeling guilt
when you can't let go of the monster
you will never be free

You were never alone
but i guess i wasn't enough for you
I could never gather the strength
to tell you how i felt
though you said you already knew

if we are one in the same
you should see what i see
and break away

the worst is yet to come
but you choose to stay
keeping me with you
when there is no where left to go

i won't blame you
i know history stands in your way
but what more can you do
but break away?
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One More Time
"misery loves company"
i could not have said it better myself
one more time i'll lay down
and watch as they take what should be mine
too many times i've played out victim
now nobody cares for martyrs anymore

I tried to hide away
and loose myself in a dream
the false reality keeps me safe
from what i don't want to see
but no matter how hard i try
i can't sleep forever

bleeding in the dark
the offering is done
no more lies left to numb me
from the pain
i'll never learn on my own
i only hurt myself
when i let you save me

but still i try to hide away
and loose myself in a dream
the flase reality keeps me safe
from what i don't want to see
but no matter how much i want to
i can't sleep forever
but i'll try one more time . . .
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